Winter lace

Life threw me a lot of curve balls yesterday. Well, actually, God did.

I know all the challenges and anxiety packed situations are all his blessings in disguise. So I am just trying to put my faith in his hands and not let life get me down.

 

 

Not gonna lie, I had a mini crying sesh this morning on my way to work and stressed filled stomach pains last night that made me think I had ulcers.

I'm just "off" lately. My mentality for a healthy life, my confidence in my work ethic, my values, just everything.

 

If I could be anywhere doing anything I wanted I would...

 

 

Be in London, in a lavish victorian hotel, nuzzled up by the fire looking over the city, my favorite grilled chicken salad from the Hillstone in hand, in complete silence with myself, and the world.

 

 

So if that doesn't describe how I am feeling about life, I don't know what can.

 

 

It doesn't help that I am taking a wellness anatomy class and every week I self diagnose myself with some illness based on my emotional deficiencies.

Sigh, I thought this class would be enlightening. Apparently I am an emotionally unstable person and don't handle stress/anger well.

 Go figure.

 

 

All I know is coffee has been my saving grace lately. I am married to my Keurig and for our 4 month anniversary I am going to Sams Club to purchase a mongo box of k-cups to celebrate.

Is it sad that's the highlight of my week? Getting paid and running to go buy coffee?

I digress.

 

 

I hope your all having a good start to the week and remember to keep God on your mind even in your darkest moments.

 

 

Oh, and thanks for my mini venting sesh ;)